The Littlest Things That Take You There.

Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 10:33 PM

i just found out somethings a few days ago that make me really sad...i didnt expect this will happen again...i thought everything is gona be fine soon...but is not...when i found out that thing..why must the god give me all this challenge??why??cant he give me just a simple life..i also dun noe why when i first saw the thing i have the strong feeling to let go but when i cool down i think back i dun have the courage to just let go so easily...i want him to be mine forever..i want to fight this war with him together...i dun noe who gave me the strenght to tolerate all this...which normally i dun...i have never seen myself tolerating such a big n saddening issues b4...normally i would just give up n let go after the 2nd try...Are promises mean to be broken??maybe.
i just hope everthing will be fine soon...pls god!!help me!!solve this problem soon..
i just hope this war will be over soon...fighting a war is not easy...

Friday, April 02, 2010 @ 10:03 PM

today is GOOD FRIDAY!! however,it's not a good friday for me afterall...it's a bad friday for me...after hearing a so call bad news from baby...my mood was totally down...that f* woman come again...i just hate to hear her stupid name...i just hate to noe that she is coming...cant she just get out of our way...baby say he already numb...but i m not...i noe she is doing it on purpose...as she think one day if i cant take it anymore..i would just leave baby n she will win n get baby...u think i m that stupid to let this f* woman win...she shall wait..i will not let her win so easily...she want to do on purpose..i will play with her...she think she have sickness she is that big meh...ahhahahha...she is wrong man...she can be crazy..i can be crazy too...i think she better quickily wake up before i m crazy...I HATE U F* WOMAN...get out of my way!!

Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 11:05 PM

hey everybody!!i m back to blog...was kind of lazy to blog those few days...
this few days of holidays was damn boring...staying at home all day long to just rot maybe...hahah...got nothing to do...no where to go...baby was busy helping his mum to work...so didnt meet him for almost a week le....damn super miss him..wanna meet him real soon...
i miss all my beloved friends too...haven been meeting up with them for long le...hope to meet up soon...
tml going for interview hope to get in the job...pray hard..hahah...or else i m really going to rot at home...hahah...

Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 5:24 PM

finally all my exam have ended...is now time to relax...haha...
today meet baby to go watch movie at shaw house...to celebrate our 5th month anniversary in advance cos baby cannot make it on that day...oh my god la...the movie we watch is like no meaning to the ending de...but overall the show was so so onli...not worth watching la...hahah...oh we watch "ARTHUR AND THE REVENGE OF MALT"...after watching still early jiu go taka find eileen talk talk...then jiu go kovan cos there got the adidas warehouse sale...go there nothing to see de...not much things also so headed to kovan to eat le then go play pool awhile jiu go home le...hahah...although is just a simple day but is already a wonderful day to me...just want to have baby by my side that all i want...

Thursday, March 04, 2010 @ 5:02 PM

hi everybody i m back to blog again...this few days was a so so day for me...nothing interesting happening in my life just stress things...which is exams is round the corner..class test 2 for QC&A n SHP had just finish...this two test is killing me...didnt do well in it...did really bad...although i pass but is not wat i expected..haiz...i dun think my GPA is NOT gona be 4 this time...i didnt meet my own expectation once again...i m so disappointed in myself...my surrounding ppl told me u already have put in all ur effort le...is ok..just try ur best ppl will noe it...but to me is i didnt put in any effort at all cos i didnt meet my expectation so it is not i want...arararr!!i just hope n hope i really do well in my exam to just push my marks up so i can get a GPA 4...i pray hard!!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010 @ 1:38 AM

The time fly so fast is already the third day of new year le...
and tml got to go to sch le...
today grace n friends come to my hse to ban nian...long time nvr c them le...finally today had the chance to c them...gamble awhile at my hse then ken they all decided to play manjong while i sit by the side to watch cos i dun noe how to play...hahah..then around 5pm left my hse then headed to jiabei hse to ban nian...i stay there for 15 min i jiu go off le cos i need to go for ite classmate gatering...oh my i was really late for the gatering at bugis...meeting at 6:30pm and i was the last one to reach at 7:30pm...all thanks to the bus...drive n stop n drive n stop...then go eat steamboat...hmm...food was not bad...didnt eat much cos i was sick...not feeling well...and some other problem that day that make me no mood to eat...nvm everything is settle..i m fine....andrew was kana bully by all of them but more serious by baby...hahah...who cal him say me that time lor....hahah...then we left over damn lots of meat then every 100g = $5 so there decided to play truth or dare with edwin Iphone...then whose name kana the eat a bowl of meat....hhahahaeat until all of them nearly vomit ar...play until 11plus then take cab home...

Sunday, February 14, 2010 @ 1:03 AM

heyheyhey!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

its a brand new year and a brand new start...

i hope this year would be a good year for me...

hahah...first day of new year just crush with valentine day...

this time ever...also wish everyone a HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!

BABY! HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNI & HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!

morning woke up quite early cos need to go ahma hse to ban nian...oh my!!this year we are the first to reach there...hahah...then play a few sets of poker jiu go off le...went to ubi temple to pray then went home to slp le cos ltr at night i m going out to enjoy my day with my sweetheart.!!actually planing to watch movie de but damn lots ppl...so didnt catch any movie...but baby got but flowers...hahah...so sweet of him...love u!!muacks!! then jiu walk to coffee club outside the 7-11 sit sit then baby buy 2 bottle of blackcurrent voka to drink...drink until i really gona faint...i damn blur la...hahah...so funny lor..we spent our valentine day n 4th month anni at orchard 7-11 drinking voka...hahah...then baby sent me home...i love the day today cos is romatic n lovely ...i love u forever my love...Muacks!!Muacks!!